22.06.07

visual diary from friday.

found items, masking tape, white gouache paint, fineliner, pencil.

c is for..

I really, really hate you.

over

The wallowing is over. Now I'm onto the clearing and cleaning stint. Wheeeeeeee.

Don't think I got the Teddy Bear Shop job...

Haven't been keeping up with my drawings..


Fuck it, I'm going out to party tonight. And I'm going to party so fucking haarrrrddddd.

b is for

boy?

alphabetty

I am passing my days by slowly filling out job application forms, drawing fun pictures of girls and eating jam tarts to make myself feel better.

Wallow, wallow, wallow.

I have a henna tattoo and I like it.

karma?

Hmmmmm I think I could be experiencing karma. Because I wasn't honest and open with someone about how I felt, and now someone isn't being honest and open with me about how they feel, and it's pretty shit tbh.

I don't know though.

Thinking of starting a visual diary over the summer. Otherwise I'll forget how to draw.
Also considering buying some cheap clothes and sewing into them and stuff and selling them on.

done and dusted.

College is pretty much over. I can't actually believe it..

I can't imagine not seeing my little fags every day.. not going for constant breaks.. not talking shit with them alllllll the time.

Butttt I will see them lots throughout the summer hopefully! I need to get a job too... argh.

Can't quite relax properly yet - still need to do my colour theory for Monday, and I really want to know what grade I got.
I was pretty happy with my exhibition work. I personally think it looks really good, and I hope I get a good grade. I'd really like a disctinction but I don't think I've got enough work.. we'll see.

I bought 3 bikinis today.... to compensate for the fact that I couldn't get the one I actually really wanted in my size.. argh!

oooof

I really can't wait until college is over, so I can work out what is actually happening in my braaaiiiiinnnn.

i know not a violent kind

so this is what i've done today.

i have also nearly finished my book of sorries "not nearly enough".

still a lot to do before the exhibition next friday.

listen to Dntel.