Hmmmmm I think I could be experiencing karma. Because I wasn't honest and open with someone about how I felt, and now someone isn't being honest and open with me about how they feel, and it's pretty shit tbh.
I don't know though.
Thinking of starting a visual diary over the summer. Otherwise I'll forget how to draw. Also considering buying some cheap clothes and sewing into them and stuff and selling them on.
College is pretty much over. I can't actually believe it..
I can't imagine not seeing my little fags every day.. not going for constant breaks.. not talking shit with them alllllll the time.
Butttt I will see them lots throughout the summer hopefully! I need to get a job too... argh.
Can't quite relax properly yet - still need to do my colour theory for Monday, and I really want to know what grade I got. I was pretty happy with my exhibition work. I personally think it looks really good, and I hope I get a good grade. I'd really like a disctinction but I don't think I've got enough work.. we'll see.
I bought 3 bikinis today.... to compensate for the fact that I couldn't get the one I actually really wanted in my size.. argh!